Sunday, October 11, 2009

Monster part 2

I am
Still a drug addict
Still a failure
Still a monster.
I was clean for three months
I was proud of myself.
Then I had a relapse.
I need help
from anyone
I just want help.

I'm at the bottom still
I haven't made any progress
Almost out of the darkness of my own pit
and I fell back in
The question I keep asking myself is
When am I going to start climbing again?
When is my depression going to come back?
How bad will it be this time?
Will I end things?
or just continue with all the shit from people around me?
Help

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